Masked

I look up at you standing,still,emotionless and wonder why aren't you happy. I thought that being without  me would have fixed everything. Wasn't it what you said you had to get rid of all your issues well i was the only issue it seems and sunshine sorry but your life doesn't seem so great, i hope that you find someway to make you happy because all the shit you put me through would count for something and so far all i see is a statue of anger and sadness,you looked better covered in a mask of love.

I wish that i could say this to you in person.You'll always be the one.
xx

The simple hi and a never ending goodbye.

You saying hi was good and to be honest i thought that maybe you were going to start being civil but you couldn't even handle that, I want to know what I did so wrong to make you hate me because i'm sorry but somehow after everything i thought you would have grown up a bit and had rwalised not everything is about you. I had to make myself happy because of you, had to pretend, had to lie and what for, for me,no.Why can't you pretend(at least for our friends) you're an expert at pretending,have you even had a real emotion,If so PROVE IT!

Prince?

We all have this idea of love from a young age,reading a fairytale and imagining your prince sweeping you off your feet, When we are young we get taught that the perfect guy will open car doors for you,meet your parents and love them and that they will stick up for you no matter what.
Now in this tragic world of lost and heartbreak do you ever get your prince or are your stuck with settling for someone who doesn't even think you have a future and if you are lucky enough to meet that someone that makes you feel like princess and you completely fall head over heels in love how long will it last is there ever such thing as always and forever. And what do you do when 'your prince' fails,Wait for someone else to meet your insane expectations or fall into a pit of loneliness and despair.

xx